Posts tagged Random
Posts tagged Random
My Birthday month just passed and I would like to cognitively think up and remember all of the things that have happened to me and never forget them but stash them away. I realize that my life is about to change in an Amazing way and at a very fast rate, but you know what that’s how it’s suppose to be. Thinking of all the things I have gone through, the struggle, hard times, but Amazingly Great times shit on all that. People shared them and hurt me but I have come out as Beautiful as ever. I actually don’t know why I’m writing this right now, but I never really know why I write most of the time…only for the simple fact that my mind just told me to, so I am. Maybe I’m suppose to remember this moment and all of these feelings that I have at the moment to have and look back on for another time when I will really need them. It’s hard and it’s happening. I think I kind of like when my thought’s take a moment to consume me, if feels like when you hang upside down and all of your blood is rushing to your head that’s how my thoughts have been feeling lately and I’m not even trying to stop them. LOL. I always have wondered if people really understand what I say, just understand it simply the way I put it, without an exaggeration or me having to explain…you know get it the first time? I don’t even care to know if you do are don’t, I just wonder. Seeing clearly but it’s blurry at the same time. I’m excited but scared…you know how when you’re scared of pushing yourself because you don’t know what could happen. They say you are your own worse enemy, I can definitely say that I am bad for my health sometimes. I hold myself at such a high standard but I know that’s how and WHY I will get everything I ever dream up.
-Later for Now, Timeless
Actually I was just thinking about this and I HAVE A LOT of things I hate sooo I would rather make a video about it instead….Coming SOON!!!